So, I know - I hardly post enough womp womp.
But I have solid reason - I started an accelerated Clinical Medical Assisting program this week and it's been a scary adjustment going back to school (let alone a medical one) after not being in a class setting for years. I'm getting situated to the thought of being consumed by this for the next 10+ weeks with externship (...it's SUPER accelerated) and work starting up at the end of the month. I'm actually terrified at the thought of weekdays being so busy.
My work brings somewhat stress, I mean - working with 24 kids by yourself is not easy. So many people quit my job or overlook it but when you get down to actually doing your job properly (and I take all my jobs seriously) it can be overwhelming even figuring out what game to freakin' play can be time consuming and a pain in the ass with 24 opinionated children lol.
So I have that going on and also I'm running around trying to get medical things under wrap and me having no medical insurance has been stressful in getting all my shots up to date. Relying on my Mother a lot for paying for EVERYTHING and I'm having such a huge guilt trip over it. It's motivation for me to finish this course and not quit - I wanna let her know her money will actually go towards something besides... er, makeup. The next 2 weeks will be dedicated to that and studying.
ALSO - I had to make an appointment at a clinic because I have been feeling tired more than usual. Everyone tells me it's the heat but I know my body and I never experienced it before. Hopefully it's nothing serious like Diabetes... so the thought of that has me stressed. I want to get back to the gym (how I missed thee) and all the stress has me eating the bad stuff... HORRIBLE FOR MY DIET!
Once all this has subsided, I'll be back to posting more frequently. If anything it'll be on weekends. I had a bunch of post ready to put up but my dummy self deleted all the pictures. I'mma make sure to leave Fridays as my day to create post - it's not easy, I like being detailed and helpful as hell lol. Each post usually takes me 30mins to 1hr to upload, edit, write and tag. It's a bit time consuming, which I don't mind but I need the actual time to worry about it and I'm a perfectionist and anal about how pictures turn out so yeah it takes me awhile lol.
MEAN TIME - Vote on the side about what you would like to see more of in my blog. I forgot to include REVIEW - so click under swatch and it's considered both things to me.
So hang on - don't give up on me lol.