Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Short Blogger Hiatus

Hey guys!


So just to update the blog a bit...

I've been a bit overwhelmed this past week.
One of my best friend's dad died this past Sunday and the sudden passing was a shock to say the least. I'm close to her family and it's just sad - he had the same illness that my aunt had so it touched close to home. Funeral is this week and I'm just, hesistant - I don't like seeing anyone that hurt. I've just been thinking a lot and a bit down on how this year has been in me experiencing a lot of deaths or my loved ones experiencing their own personal problems. Life is crazy and unexpected.

And also the fact that I don't have communication with my ex anymore has been bugging me more now and that's stressful - just because with all this going on plus a pregnancy scare, I wanted to lean on him and I can't. I'm really missing him and it's hard for me to admit that because I've told myself I can easily move on but it hasn't been the case.

I've just been eating a lot and a lot and my weight is one thing I'm personally struggling with so that's put me down a bit as well. UGH DIETS! My head isn't focused anymore - really clouded.

But I keep smiling! Just going through a bit of a phase and wanted to let you all know.
I need a bit of time to step away from blogging and I wanna come back to really focus on building up this site and my freelancing career in makeup.

I'll try to comment when I can.

Later.

Celly<3

9 comments:

  1. So sorry to hear about your best friend's dad.. =/

    and lets hope it's a false alarm <33

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  2. *hugs* I'm so sorry about the passing of your friends father. Obviously you want to support her but I understand how difficult it must be for you too having been through the same emotions when your Aunt passed.

    I know how you feel re: the ex. When I split with my ex there were times when I needed his emotional support so badly but cos we weren't talking at the time it was a no-go area.

    Just take it one day at a time and remember to look after yourself too when you're trying to hold others up too.

    Hoping things improve for you really soon. Oh and don't even mention weight to me right now! I'm with you on that one *groan* We all tend to comfort eat when we're down. When you feel brighter, you'll be able to tackle the food issue with a better mentality.

    Lots of hugs and take all the time you need away from blogging. Real life comes first xxxx

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  3. OMG! Celly I'm here if you need someone to talk to. *hugs* Sorry about how your year has been going. Trust me I can relate. :/
    That sucks about your ex especially what happened. How come you guys aren't talking?

    If you feel stressed why not try something else to put your energy into. I got so stressed out & worried the past 2 months that my aniexty spiked like crazy and I just couldn't sit down & concentrate on ANYTHING... & didn't want to.

    Hope all things get better though. :)

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  4. im so sorry to hear about all that you've been going through. i think you have the right attitude about it, though. keep smiling and take the time that you need to get yourself together. sorry about the ex, too. i thought you guys were gonna stick it out.

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  5. Please take care and come back soon!

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  6. hope you feel better, everything will get better =)

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  7. I'm sorry to hear about what's going on with you lately, but take your time and focus on yourself! I hope everything looks up for you (:

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  8. I know how you feel. 2009 is NOT the year. I hope things turn around for you soon! Take care <3

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  9. sorry you've been going through so much sweetie. I like to think that a better day will always come tomorrow. So don't worry if you're feeling down. You should be allowed to grieve so you can then move to the next phase.

    *hugs*

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