So just to update the blog a bit...
I've been a bit overwhelmed this past week.
One of my best friend's dad died this past Sunday and the sudden passing was a shock to say the least. I'm close to her family and it's just sad - he had the same illness that my aunt had so it touched close to home. Funeral is this week and I'm just, hesistant - I don't like seeing anyone that hurt. I've just been thinking a lot and a bit down on how this year has been in me experiencing a lot of deaths or my loved ones experiencing their own personal problems. Life is crazy and unexpected.
And also the fact that I don't have communication with my ex anymore has been bugging me more now and that's stressful - just because with all this going on plus a pregnancy scare, I wanted to lean on him and I can't. I'm really missing him and it's hard for me to admit that because I've told myself I can easily move on but it hasn't been the case.
I've just been eating a lot and a lot and my weight is one thing I'm personally struggling with so that's put me down a bit as well. UGH DIETS! My head isn't focused anymore - really clouded.
But I keep smiling! Just going through a bit of a phase and wanted to let you all know.
I need a bit of time to step away from blogging and I wanna come back to really focus on building up this site and my freelancing career in makeup.
I'll try to comment when I can.